a love letter to power exchange
You and I enter into a totally singular world when we engage in our power dynamic. Every interaction we have with another person means a power dynamic is at play, and ours is hot in only the way ours can be. You worship, you devote your time, money, body, and thoughts to me and I reward you with benevolent discipline and delicious release. I understand you want to be obsessed with someone worthy of your devotion; someone serious, someone who commands not through gimmick but by presence.
I had a full ride academic scholarship to undergrad. I’ve worked in big tech, pharma, advertising, and consulting. I choose the freedom and creativity this profession brings me because your mind and fantasies are my playground and I love being well resourced for my time and effort. I love being adored because I have done so much work to be someone worth adoration. I am a special person with a very special, highly desirable set of skills, and you will understand this deeply at the end of our first meeting and in the days after.
My version of feminine is hard to describe but some have said it’s: lovely, beautiful, a light, the moon, adorable, nurturing, icy, strict, intimidating, intoxicating, medicine. I play your hope, fear, primal drive and expectant pleasure up and down the minute we begin interacting; each minute we’re together I slurp more and more information about you and each moment I attune closer and closer to the feeling you were looking for when you searched for me and found me. Release.
The limerence doesn’t wear off with me, it only gets more and more potent. Seasoned players do well with me: the more you know yourself or at least your curiosities, the better. I start with a feverish descent, surprise and delight you, and am continuously relentless in the way I pursue your obsession. I do so with grace and a demure grin. I do so in a way you’re impressed, awestruck. Hearing your gasp or watching your eyes go wide when I say that thing at the perfectly right moment are my manna. I do this job because it is absolutely fucking delightful to hear you whisper your truth to me when you feel safe. The power, the control: I am hungry for this from you.